Extra Pages: The Author's Odyssey

As I stood there, nursing my bruised chest and contemplating his words, I couldn't help but feel a sense of gratitude toward him. Sure, he may be tough on me, but it's only because he wants me to succeed in this harsh world.

"Sorry, Master," I muttered, finally meeting his gaze. "I've just been... dealing with some personal stuff lately. It's been weighing on my mind."

Yato's expression softened slightly, his gaze searching mine for a moment. "I see," he replied, his tone less harsh than before. "Tell me Lucas maybe I can help you with your problem, After all I'm your master!"

I glance at Yato as he said those words and thought deeply.

'Shoud I tell him? All of my secrets and my problems?'

Nah that would to hassle for me to do so and I don't what will he do after finding out my secrets.

The worst thing he can do is, killing me.

...And I know that i will die in seconds if he wants to

"I doubt it, Master," I replied, shaking my head. "I don't think anyone can help me out of the predicament I currently find myself in."

Yato stared at me with an incredulous expression. "Yeah, okay, listen, my dear disciple," he said.

"I have defeated armies single-handedly, split oceans, and torn apart mountains. Top 10 hero in the world fear in fighting me, They call me a Calamity! Do you really think I can't help with whatever teenage problem you're having?"

"...Master, are you seriously bragging right now?" I asked, with a look of disbelief on my face.

"N-No?" he stammered, averting his gaze.

He definitely was! He definitely was bragging! This bastard!

"But seriously, tell me about it," Yato pressed.

I let out a sigh, contemplating whether or not to tell him about everything.

After pondering about it for a moment, a thought crossed my mind.

Knowing him he won't let me hook until I'll tell him. So let's make an excuse.

"Master, have you ever fallen in love?" I asked, with small smrik on my face.

"L-Love?"

Yato calm and composed face shattered in instant when he said those words.

Even the strongest in world has something that makes him flustered.

I couldn't help but chuckle at his reaction, finding some amusement in seeing the mighty Yato flustered by a simple question about love.

"Y-Yes, of course I have!" he replied, trying to regain his composure. "But that's beside the point! We're talking about you here, not me."

It was obvious that he was lying but just let it go, after all he my master.

What more interesting was his reaction, noting the slight blush that tinted his cheeks. It was a rare sight to see Yato, the fearsome warrior, caught off guard like this.

"Right, well, let's just say I've found myself in a rather complicated situation," I said, deciding to play along with his diversion. "There's this girl, you see, and things have gotten a bit... complicated between us."

Yato leaned in, his interest piqued. "Go on," he urged, his eyes narrowing with curiosity.

I hesitated for a moment, unsure of how much to reveal. But something about Yato's genuine interest and concern made me feel comfortable opening up to him, if only a little.

"It's just... I don't know what to do," I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper. "I care about her deeply, but things have gotten so tangled up, and I'm not sure how to untangle them."

Yato listened intently, his expression softening as he took in my words. "Love is a complicated thing, Lucas," he said, his voice surprisingly gentle. "But sometimes, all it takes is a little courage to face the unknown and find a way forward."

I blinked in surprise at his words, struck by their sincerity. For a moment, Yato didn't seem like the fearsome warrior known as the Calamity. He seemed... human.

"Thank you, Master," I said, offering him a small smile. "I appreciate your advice."

Yato nodded, a faint smile tugging at the corners of his lips. "Anytime, my dear disciple," he replied, his gaze warm and reassuring. "Remember, no matter what challenges you face, you're never alone. I'll always be here to support you."

"Now let's go back to training..."

"What? W-WAIT master..."

Thwack-!

He kicked my ribs again.

'Human? Haa, fat chances. He clearly is calamity.'

And after that Yato beat me like rag doll.

***

It's been 20 days since end of mid term exams and start of new semester.

The classess was normally going as always.

Currently I was seated on class as I was quitly mending my wounds from training session that i had with Yato this morning.

That basterd never goes eyes on me no matter what I saym

Anyway, after reading that Journal my feelings towards Evelyn was quite complicated.

I don't hate her but love? I don't know about that.

Yeah I care about her but I don't think I love her... Maybe.

These feelings are always complicated and difficult to decipher. It's like navigating through a maze blindfolded, unsure of which path to take or where it might lead. But despite the uncertainty, there's a part of me that yearns for clarity, for a resolution to these conflicting emotions.

As I sat there in class, lost in thought, the sound of the teacher's voice faded into the background. My mind wandered back to the events of the past few weeks—the discovery of the journals, my training sessions with Yato, and the tumultuous feelings I harbored for Evelyn.

But amidst the chaos of my thoughts, one thing remained clear: I needed to find a way to untangle the mess of emotions swirling within me. Whether it meant confronting my feelings head-on or seeking guidance from those around me, I couldn't continue to wallow in uncertainty.

With a determined sigh, I made a silent vow to myself: I would confront my feelings, face my fears, and strive for clarity, no matter how daunting the journey ahead may seem.