Chapter 115
Leona-san has taken out water from the Kureha fountain .
A poison that, once drunk, gives the user tremendous power and in return erodes her body .
If you really desire the greed in your heart, be prepared for your body to decay in pain .
The words I heard from Norn-sama .
I know she didnt try to use the Kureha fountain with such malicious intent .
Leona-san must have asked Falga-sama with that in mind .
. . Honestly, I dont know what to say to Leona-san .
Would I be able to stop her knowing her resolution?
Would I hit her out of anger as she tries to trade blows with Karon and force her to stop?
I cant say anything about this unless I talk to her more .
Then, we will start fighting Karon tomorrow noon .
After talking with Falga-sama, a strategy meeting was held at night for the battle with Karon .
The people who gathered were me, Amako, Arc-san, Neah, Norn-sama, and Leona-san .
It was a rough strategy for the battle to be held tomorrow noon, but the tactic is to suppress Karon with me and Neah, then Leona-san and Arc-san will support us from behind .
The first thing we have to do to deal with Karon is to pull the ax made by Falga-sama away from him .
It is a measure to block the nonstandard ice, which is one of the factors that make him a threat .
After pulling the ax apart, hunt him down until he becomes incapacitated . It would be very difficult to get that Karon out of combat, but if we work together, thats not impossible .
And it is Norn-sama, Amako, and Bluerin who will support us in battle .
Norn-sama has the role of creating a barrier so that the battle between us and Karon will not be disturbed by wild monsters, and Amako will predict Karon-sans movements against us from outside the barrier . I got the role of communicating .
Bluerin is entrusted as Amakos escort .
We thought that Bluerin would get in the way if we worked together with Arc-san and Leona-san .
What happened? Usato?
Leona-san noticed my gaze and tilted her head as we returned to our rooms after the strategy meeting .
As usual, her expression was that of a caring person as I hurriedly shook my face, and holding my mouth and giving an awkward smile
Haha its nothing
I see .
I dont know how to answer her right now .
Rather, I cant talk to her when Norn-sama is still here .
I managed to deceive Leona-san, so I had no choice but to leave the room to escape .
I got out of the room and went to the training ground .
The dArcened training ground was illuminated by the moonlight and the light of magic tools leaking from the castle, and I sat near the edge of the training ground in the chilly night breeze .
Sigh .
Falga-sama asked me to save Leona-san .
However, I dont know how to stop her .
It is not just a matter of confiscating the water brought out from Kurehas fountain from Leona-san . If I did that, she would be in despair .
However, if we continue to fight Karon, she will definitely use the water to fight Karon without hesitation .
This is tough .
Maybe if I were to just answer her truthfully, shell give up! Is what I want to say, but its also my fault for not noticing until this situation happened .
Tsk!
I clenched my fist strongly at my own helplessness .
I couldnt forgive myself because I was training with her so much, I knew her troubles, yet I couldnt comprehend it .
Usato, are you okay?
!
Looking back at the voice from behind, there was Leona-san .
Unlike during her training, she took off her armor and was dressed in a long black skirt which looked impressive, looking down at my face as she turned around .
Why are you here
You acted a little strange just now . I was worried and came to see you .
Leona-san laughs with a shy smile .
It doesnt look like she has already prepared for her death tomorrow .
What really happened? Are you really that worried about tomorrow
I heard from Falga-sama that you brought out the water from the Kureha fountain .
I went straight to the point, stood up and approached Leona-san who was behind me .
As I approached her awkwardly looking down, I continued to speak .
Leona-san . Are you really going to trade your life against Karon?
I thought Norn-sama would come to stop me I guess Falga-sama chose you?
Leona-san showed another self-deprecating smile .
I havent put it into words, but from her attitude, it seems that Falga-samas words were true .
Only he knew that it wasnt a lie, but I wanted it to be a lie .
He really knows me well . That the person I didnt want to know the most
The person you dont want to know the most ?
Youre always so straightforward with your feelings, and knowing and trying to do whats right without hesitation is too dazzling for me . When I was with you, I was envious of you . Every time I see you, I get the urge to throw away this water
What she took out of her skirt pocket was a clear liquid in a vial .
Water drawn from the Kureha fountain . Although the amount was quite small, the vial had a strange presence .
Im a fool . For whatever reason, I reached for the forbidden fountain . At that point I was fascinated by power .
Thats not right .
I wanted to say that, but that word didnt come out .
As she said, it was none other than her who reached out to the fountain for whatever reason . She made her decision .
No words of comfort would be able to help .
Can you rethink this? You do not need to throw your life away . Havent we been training all day for tomorrow?
But youre throwing your own life to beat Karon . . Are you trying to say that the training weve been doing with Arc-san to this day was in vail?
Im being a bit harsh, but it cant be helped at this time .
Even if it is, she must know what kind of intention she has made .
Leona-san, who was silent in my words, smiled as if she had given up .
Really I envy the strength of your heart .
Eh?
The days of training with you werent wasted . In fact, you grew up surprisingly fast and strong enough to fight Karon . If you and I really fought now, you will definitely win .
Then
But thats not enough . No matter how much you can fight Karon, if he gets stronger in the middle of the fight, you cant beat him .
I cant say that its impossible .
Actually, when I fought Karon for the first time, he awoke even though he still had some grace, and showed a dragon scale, overwhelming me and Leona-san .
There is no guarantee that the same thing will not happen tomorrow .
And even though Im able to fight Karon, Im still unlikely to beat him . If we dont have a decisive factor in tomorrows strategy, I have no choice
So, youre saying you will use the power of the Kureha fountain ?
Thats it
My guess was correct .
Certainly, I have the power to fight evenly with Karon, but there is no decisive hit that can defeat him .
Its not that I didnt have hope . There were times when I thought I might be able to beat Karon with you, but considering the worst possible my feet naturally headed towards the fountain .
Leona-san, you are
Usato, you must not die here . Given the threat of the Demon King, a big battle is inevitable . In that battle, you who can save many people shouldnt die in a place like this .
I can only see it before, Im just a daredevil .
However, Leona-san doesnt think so .
My words did not reach before her firm will .
But
Usato . Please understand . Im a hero !
The moment I tried to give her words of restraint, she grabbed my collar and pulled me towards herself .
Leona-sans line of sight matches me, who closed her mouth because of my surprise .
Until a while ago, tears were flowing down which were hidden by her bangs .
Dont say anything anymore Every time I hear your words, my decision will be shaken !
Why must you go that far
As a hero of this country, I have to protect it! Mia Rak, a place for everyone to return! For that, Karon must be killed!
But youre not fighting alone !?
I also argued against her words .
Yes, thats right But theres no guarantee that well win just because were together! No matter how strong you are, youre human! If you get slashed, youll die!
Then I wont be slashed!
Thats not the problem!
Then what kind of problem is it! There is no reason why being a hero, you must give up your life!
I can see that Im getting heated .
I am angry with this person .
For this person who gives priority only to others and never thinks about herself .
I am the same, but this person has no intention of living . Thats unbearable for me .
Im a hero! I have to protect the place where everyone returns! Norn-sama and Falga-sama So I dont want you to die!
I feel the same too! But youre not alone with wanting, a place where everyone returns ! Isnt that just too sad of a thought !?
. !
What is it meant to be a hero?
Falga-sama and Norn-sama did not choose you as a hero to force such a thing .
Leona-san became silent to my complaint . She looks upset, but her teary eyes seem to have a stubborn determination .
This person will not bend her mind no matter what .
You, if you can kill and stop Karon in exchange for her own life, youll do it ?
I do not mind .
Even if there are people waiting for Karon to return?
Karons wife who she talked about before .
I still remember her nostalgia . Im sure its an important memory for her .
However, Leona-san distorts her mouth and looks down a little .
Yes .
The moment I heard the reply, my expression disappeared .
It was a different feeling of anger that filled my heart that was empty for a moment .
Dont fuck with me .
Dont say as if you dont mind that!!
Forgetting even the honorifics, I yell at her .
I know I shouldnt impose my thoughts . I know, but if she says that with that look, I cant keep silent about it !
I know that expression . A girl who was cursed by Samaria showed the same expression to me .
Leona-san has exactly the same look as Eva, trying to suppress her emotions and force herself to accept her destiny .
I know youre scared and you cant bear with it! You want to run away! And yet, you ! You think that killing Karon will ease this!
No, thats not !
Just kill Karon in exchange for my death, thats all I have to do! Then I would bear the responsibility for killing him! If that happens, peace will return to Mia Rak, isnt that what youre thinking?
I grabbed Leona-sans hand which was grabbing my collar .
She looked at me in surprise, and I was even more prepared to spit out words .
No matter how much you accept your death, I wont accept that . I will never let you die in front of me!
Look at me in the eyes!
Leona-sans eyes shake .
I did not allow her to look away .
Once I held her down, I took a deep breath and calmed myself before saying .
Leona-san I didnt get to Mia Rak alone .
Eh?
Its the same when I went into my first battlefield, when I fought against the Wicked dragon, and when I struggled to break the curse in Samaria . Someone helped me to move forward .
Rose helped me when I was about to be killed by a snake in the Lingle Forest .
A knight who helped me when a soldier of the Demon Kings army was about to stop me .
Friends who helped me to fight the wicked dragon and break the curse of Samaria .
Without them, I might have died somewhere now .
There is a limit to what you can do alone, thats why you can ask someone around you for help instead of carrying everything on your own .
I released the hand that was still holding my chest, I reached out to Leona-san, who had just sat down .
Norn-sama, the maid everyone in the castle, were here to help . If you ask for help, everyone would answer you . So you too will reach out to them . All you need to do is stretch out your hands .
My hand?
She looked up at me and stared at her hand in a daze .
She pulled her hand and lifted it to the height of my shoulders, wondering if she could grab it .
Can I ask for help ?
Yes, rely on it to your hearts content .
I grab Leona-sans trembling hand .
A little surprised by her cold hands, I looked at her shedding tears, staring at our hands .
Was I able to change her mind?
Rather, the feeling of guilt that made an older woman cry is now in my heart .
Leona-san, can you stand?
She wiped her eyes and nodded silently as she stood up, and I glanced at the vial she was holding .
. Honestly, I should just confiscate it here or break the vial, but it doesnt make sense since she can just draw the water from the spring again .
You can have that water, but promise me you will never use it as long as Im alive . Even if my limbs are broken or my body is broken, Ill stop Karon for you .
Why are you that much
Youre seriously a very kind but clumsy person .
There are many different aspects, but I know people who are similar in that part . A violent, unreasonable, devilishly scary person, but like that person, they have a certain kindness .
Thats all I want to say . I have nothing more to say to you . Then think for yourself and give me an answer .
I didnt wait for her to answer as I turned my back on Leona-san who was looking at me in a confused manner and left the place .
I dont know how the exchange tonight will affect tomorrow .
If my words didnt get to her, Leona-san would drink the spring water tomorrow . When that happens, she turns into a monster that can be swayed by her own power .
But if she changes her mind, she will fight Karon without drinking the spring water . If she relies on us to fight at that time, she will be a very encouraging ally .
In the end, what I was able to do was not to save her, but to give her a choice .
Ahhh I wish I couldve word things better
As I left the training ground and entered the entrance to the castle, I held my forehead and slaughtered my complaints .
In the end, I left it to her emotions and spouted my own complaints, which made her cry .
Instead of persuading her I might have cornered her on the contrary .
When I think about it, I get sick of my emotional self .
Its more like you to not say strangely good things .
Hmm?
When I fell into self-loathing, a figure appeared from the shadow near the entrance .
When I focus my eyes, the figure of Amako with the owl Neah on her head .
It sounded like a tantrum, but its exactly what Neah says .
Hey, what tantrum are you talking about? Dont you have the same opinion as me? If so, youre the same .
Shut up, hairball .
Ke, hairball !? Im a cute owl, and you treat me like a hairball !?
I dont know why she had Neah on her head, but I somehow figured out why they were here .
They were worried again .
I smiled inwardly, I opened my mouth to the two who started the quarrel .
What about Arc-san?
He was here until a while ago, but after seeing the exchange between Leona and Usato, he returned to my room with peace of mind .
Probably he has read the air? Usato, you had a really worried face .
Im just being taken care of by Arc-san aint I
Hes really a wasteful travel companion for me .
Im not alone?
It was the word I said myself, but it is certainly true .